空虚。
害怕面对你的一切。
怎么办。。。

沉浸在自己的回忆里。

I am sooooo confused.
I'm not like what you've imagined, I'm not like what you think I ought to be.
Since long ago, I've made a strong decision not to get involved in love affairs ANYMORE.
Yet easily you broke into the high castle deep down within.
I HATE this.
I HATE this.
Cause this makes myself out of control.
How humiliated and disastrous.

I wonder what are you thinking.
Will you still feel the same if you've seen me in Taylors?
The supernoob girl who always wears long pants and a foolish tee, with lousy hairstyle and unimpressive features?
Look at those hotties out there.
Who am I??!!
I know that your ex wasn't a hottie. So I don't have to really aim for that.
I'm not comparing myself to her.
I'm comparing myself to YOU.
Well, you've chosen your ex because she is in the same world with you. She can comfort you whenever you need somebody beside you.
Well, it's not the same for my case.
Sigh.
You're impressed by my XXXXX.
XXXXX can be fake, realy fake though.
I've tried to make myself fit in your world, but I'm not sure how far I've reached.
We are no longer in the same world, we may probably get bored of each other if there is nothing that links us together.
What's more poisoning is, a guy like you really deserve a better girl.

I wish to hear about your dark side, to see how wicked and random you can be.
At least by doing this I have to give up hope, and be totally at the safe side-even if I have to bear the pain.
Yet by having such an ex whom you've poured out your heart to, I am given hope to think that the same thing is now happening to another lucky girl (me?) as well.
If you are really THE ONE, I hope that the Lord will bless us.
I miss you right down here.
It is something which I've NEVER thought would happen.
Alright, maybe I did. Anyway it wasn't as deep as it is now when I was imagining about it.
It overloads until I can't bear it anymore. I'm going to have trials when you are here, and whatever happens will shake me heavens and earth.
I wish to see you here right now, wish to listen to you, to know what's your idea about this whole pile of crap.
Confusing, attractive, yet fatal.
I would die in your hands one day.
And I'm quite sure about it.
Well maybe I'm ALREADY DEAD in your hand.
You are going to break the world record, dude, for contributing such great affect on somebody within three hours.
I'm addicted. I'm out of control.
In fact, I wouldn't want to leave this dreamland, unless I'm forced to.

Haru Haru
Don’t look back and leave
Don’t find me again and live on
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you like this
I become dull day by day

Haru Haru, by BigBang
LeaveYeah,
Finally I realize that I am nothing without you
I was so wrong, forgive me

My broken heart's like a wave
My shaken heart's like a wind
My heart vanished like smoke
It can’t be removed like a tattoo
I sigh deeply as if a ground is going to cave in
Only dusts are piled up in my mind(say goodbye)

Yeah, I thought I wouldn’t be able to live even one day without you
But somehow I managed to live on (longer) than I thought
You don’t answer anything as I cry out “I miss you”
I hope for a vain expectation but now it’s useless

What is it about that person next to you, did he make you cry?
Dear can you even see me, did you forget completely?
I am worried, I feel anxiety because I can’t get close nor try to talk to you
I spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times

[Chorus]
Don’t look back and leave
Don’t find me again and live (on)
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like thisI become dull day by day
Oh girl I cry, cry
You’re my all, say goodbye…

If we pass by each other on the street
Act like you didn’t see me and go the way you were walking to
If you keep thinking about our past memoriesI might go look for you secretly

Always be happy with him, (so) I won’t ever get a different mind
Even smallest regret won’t be left out ever
Please live well as if I should feel jealous

You should always be like that bright sky, like that white cloud
Yes, you should always smile like that as if nothing happened

[Chorus]
Don’t look back and leave
Don’t find me again and live (on)
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like thisI become dull day by day
Oh girl I cry, cry
You’re my all, say goodbye…

I hope your heart fees relieved
Please forget about me and live (on)
Those tears will dry completely
As time passes by

It would’ve hurt less if we didn’t meet at all
Hope you will bury our promise of being together forever babyI pray for you

[Chorus]
Don’t look back and leave
Don’t find me again and live (on)
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like thisI become dull day by day
Oh girl I cry, cry
You’re my all, say goodbye…

Oh girl I cry, cry
You’re my all,
say goodbye, bye
Oh my love don’t lie, lïe
You’re my heart, say goodbye...